I am - Was I ever ?

I am the baby who didnt want to be a cancer(starsign) but came out 2 weeks late to be a leo.

I am the boy who cried cause he missed his mommy every year on his first day of school till he was 13.

I am the boy who learnt how to ride a bicycle out of boredom when his parents left him at a nanny after school.

I am the boy who carried a girl while running a tripped the girl had bruises on her knees. lol (9 years old) her mom scolded me afterwards. lol.

I am the boy who was given the similiarity face description of a monkey by the same girl when i wore my first spectacles which money was given by my grandfather to have the spectacles.

I am the boy who sat on his spectacles on the second day of the specs being made.

I am the boy who disliked his own sister cos he felt it wasn't fair that he worked twice as hard but got the same amount of reward from the parents.

I am the man now who outgrew the feeling of jealousy of his sister and am glad his sister is very happy now :P

I am the boy who never lived in a town for more than 7 years each time.

I am the boy who thought love was just holding hands and taking pictures together.

I am the boy who always liked the saying and tries to keep by the principle a one woman man. that's not good. girls like bad boys. lol :P

I am the boy who found that love turned lust is a bad thing. hahhahaa.

I am the boy who dislikes studying but likes the glamour and the popularity that comes with being number 1.

I am the boy who tried to drive but destroyed the bumper of his mother's already old car which costed 200 RM to fix.(KE1494Q) I was 16 at that time. lol

I am the boy who never thought highly of himself.

I am the man who NEVER thought highly of himself.

I am the adult who wants to know his self worth is more than what he thinks he's worth.

I am the man that crashed his car twice within 2 years of getting his new car all for the sake of driving too fast.

I am the man who yearns for more money so that I can buy a QUICKER, MORE MANEUVERABLE, POWERFUL car.

I am the boy who thought POWER is good, MORE is better , TOO MUCH is just right. :P

I am the boy who had lotsa friends all over the country.

I am the person who disliked making friends until another friend came in the picture and taught me to be a more extroverted person. thank you. to all of you. :P

I am the man who always wants what he consciously couldn't get. when he got it, it was bliss for a while then pure torture.

I am the boy who flirted a little bit too much and burnt some and got burnt in return.

I am the boy who's had had a mohawk, bald, mullet, dyed, bleached, long, gay, conditioned hair all the space of 4 years not necessarily in that order.

I am the boy who learnt stuffs for the sake of going after girls. e.g. languages/dialects/skills/etc.

I am the boy who knows how to play the guitar (albeit simple songs), speak in 5 different chinese dialects, poems, geographical information about oman, weird songs.

I am the man who hates competition and rather leave than compete.

I am the man who cooks everyday at home and am running out of ideas of what to cook.

I am the boy who lost a few and gained a few.

I am the baby who still is a baby even as a man now.

I am a man who likes leaving things till they are last minute.

I am a man who now thinks first and do later. which actually leaves the sponaneity out of the equation.

I am the man who is now in london thinking of the roti kosong, nasi lemak ayam, teh ais, milo ais, satay, cheap chinese restaurants back home, his car, his house, his friends back home.

I am the man who likes watching anime from start to the finish.

I am the man who can just laze and do nothing the whole day but at the end of the day or end of the doing nothingness MUST go out and do soemthing crazy.

I am the boy who rode a motorcycle without a license and was lucky never to have gotten caught yet. :P

I am the boy who drove a forklift truck and almost rammed the forks into the acetylene and oxygen tanks meant for welders. hahaha it was fun :P

I am the boy who spent RM 400 each month on dialup connections during his college years just to satisfy his IRC addiction.

I am the boy who got a tattoo on his right arm.

I am the baby grown into a boy now who tries his best to be a man and turning into an adult which will eventually turn into an old geezer. :P

I am the man now who knows he's written enough for today.