Living in London

leeches.. hate hate hate.. fuck.. when i go back, if those fucking leeches come stick to me.. niamah.. i sure gonna go somewhere far far and hide myself from civilization.. and those wankers trying to pretend they are so smart when they are just talking cock.. fuck.. man.. i think i'm really stressed out today.. i almost wanted to throw my keyboard at the lcd monitor.. KNNCCBTNS.. it's not me.. it's definite YOU.. hahahhaa.. sien.. [edit] big shit.. i'm definitely turning into a freaking old man.. diu..

Patches. that's what they are.. damn patches.. horrible. alas. sad to say tis time to say good bye to my bike riding for these last 2 weeks. it couldnt take the strain of my weight. *snicker* i even lost so much weight for that bastard of a tyre. sigh... hahaha. that tube has 3 patches... that suddenly reminded me of donald duck's car when i used to watch the cartoon when i was young. even so it also reminded me of archie. the broken old jalopy. but that doesnt make any significant similiarities with the pics up there so .. bah.. humbugs yup. and i'm much healthier than the time i had to walk back . this time i walked 7 km without stopping for a breather. at an average of 6km an hour. the last time i walked and stopped at every 1.5 km. hehe. that's it for today. still busy. it's a nice week.

i think this is the natural history museum if i'm not wrong. can't remember. i've looked over all my entries.. they are either bored or just angry statements. hmm i must write a happy memory. i got the letter from someone that i never thought would send that to me. my bike got a flat half way to work. i walked the rest of the way. have to walk home wheeling my bike. lazy to get a tube. it does me good to get a walk sometimes. since it's spring. gotta fix that tube at home if it doesnt get fixed means i'll have to take the bus. i dread taking the stuff buses. [Edit] quick one. i managed to shed another kg off. it's now official 73 kg. i wonder how long will that last.. news flash. some weird person just msged me and asked me wat's the craic, freaky boy? with the number +447783192023 needless to say i have no ideas who the hell that was. since i don't know who that was, i'll post the number up and if u do know me, own up. else never mind. might be a c...

hehe. well i have no ideas how my address got into their mailing system. some smart buggers must have sold my name and address to these companies and i hae not stopped getting junk mails like this since. look it even sent me a check that i can cash * with an appropriate smallprint. if u just look at the interest rates. 177% typical APR. ( woah.. ) anywyas, in the dustbin as usual these letters goes. other than that, it's a nice and peachy day.

okies. there's my bad agian. but it says 8% fat. it's 8% fat. which means it's good. but it's not really that good when i finished the whole box in 2 days. well.. i gave 2 packets to my flatmate. it taste quite nice actually. though i would never buy it if it was not sold as cheap as when i bought it on friday evening. 99p. hehe. 99p shop. whaddya expect. it was gonna expire in june this year. but still edible. i finished the whole bottle of jam with my cream crackers again. ate seaweed soup with anchovies + onions + egg. yum !! didnt sleep a lot last nite. i think it's cos i suddenly felt sleepy after eating tons in the afternoon. so i slept from 3 pm to 8 pm. wow. other than that, nutting special happened. oh yeah. i went to the flea market and bought a couple of white blank reject t-shirts (Labels cut off. and i saw part of the label.) by fruit of the loom for £1 each. i remembered this brand cos my sis bought it for me from the states and the quality was quite g...

saw this when i was looking for the emirates office. it reminded me of the time i was in the Scouts team of the school or something like that la.. not sure if this place is named after the guy that started the scouts movement. anyways, if i am wrong, correct myself later. i was in the scouts. i got soot wiped over my face by my scoutmaster when i didnt clean the pots and pans nicely. i got toothpaste all over my face when i was camping somewhere in school. i was never any good at scouting. i just joined cos some guy told me it'd be fun. fun!!??!! .. undoubtly it was fun. we hiked for about 20 clicks ? from one end of miri to the other end of miri. but it was fun. true. on my scout's honour. never did learn any useful knots, but we did have fishing expedition that we had to eat those fishes we caught from a nearby river mouth. we were given 3 match sticks and expected to create a small campfire. amazingly i did that. hehe. that was also the first time i learnt about aji shio. a ...

hmm i tried to make pancakes with margerine yesterday. i found out that it doesnt work. it's too oily. hehe. never mind that. it still tastes good. i found out i prefer shows/movies/anime that has some form of improvement in the characters. i mean i like all shows. but after a while slapstick comedy/horror/drama gets boring when all the action is sort of predictable/boring. er.. lessee.. i like sports anime/shows/movies. not REAL sports. cos i don't play them anymore so i don't see the point of watching REAL ppl play sports. but movies, and animes. they are a different matter. they just bring u out of this world. hahaha. that's my take on the kind of shows i'd watch. i like the underdog winning the series. i like the underdog who strives for more while the champion looks and sneer at the underdog. hmmm okies. nuff bout that. [Major Mixup. edit] i forgot i reposted this.. man.. i am getting old. look here for the picture this one is natural history museum ? not sure...

what does a person do when he's REALLY $£"&%$"*"$^$£"%!$£%! busy up to his arse and he don't even have time to shit. it's like ppl are stepping on the day i was born. heh. but wtf. anywyas, i knew i wanted to write something but i just can't remember it at the moment. i'll write more as usual later in the afternoons. St James Park Entrance Trafalgar Square [Edit] i know i've been coding too much sql queries when i type my email notes with beginning with -- instead of deleting it immediately.

was bored throughout the long weekend. but good news is that i've purchased my ticket home. that's about it. it's time to slow things down here for a bit. will edit this post in the evening when my brain is working. damn i dreamt that i shot a friend. i put on the silencer and shot him in the hand cos he didnt want to give the transmitter up. geeez.. what a dream. google calendar is very cool. anyways, i'll be using that to store what i eat so if i ever wanna know what i eat i go to google calendar. that's it. have a nice 4 day week :P [Edit] 1409 hrs I cannot have holidays.. cos if i have holidays i will eat JUNK !! i've been eating tons of junk when i was home for the 4 day holidays. poppadoms. + cream crackers with jam, noodles, etc etc.. wahhh siao.. cannot cannot. compared to the time i'm at work, i drink more than i eat. so that's how i manage to lose some weight. now i know why i like working. more self control. and less access to the kitchen.

used that to make my daging masak merah. though i doubt it feels the same. oh yeah i made a list of food i HAVE to eat when i'm back home. so far the list has about 58 items. more to come. what do i do when i'm bored... my colleagues play top gun's soundtrack danger zone on his computer. another walks in with his aviators on. and says.. hey that's my song !! right on cue. hahahhahahahah it's a loooooong weekend. easter that is. a milk chocolate egg passed my way , had a little bit of it. i think i need to cut down my weight sommore. make it down to 70kg or 72kg. hmm i wonder if i can do it by may 12. i will try. more exercise. less carbo. eat high fibre food. woot woot. less junk. damn .. it's the weekend. how can i keep off junk on the weekends. as it draws nearer. i'm afraid.. geez.. what's the use of being afraid laaa hahha just my nature. worrisome. but heck yeah .. that's all there is. enough. time for my long weekend in an hour's time. too...

Not sure if it's still on sale. but when i went to the park i bought this. since it was buy one free one afterall. i ate in the park. a bit salty. smelt a little bit cheesy. but crisps are crisp after all. i ate both 20 small packs within 2 days. + 6 54g pcs of snickers within a day. woot toot woot. this is what's left b4 i could take a picture. then i finished them in a sec. wow.. damn nice. last nite.. i drank another pint again. after work. wow. i've just realised the girl working in that pub is quite cute. but seems service by this pub a little slow. or maybe it's me slow. i tried to buy drinks. i stood in line on side A. the guy serving after finish one guy. he ignored me went the other side. then i went to side B . the girl there was serving another one. she smiled at me. and i couldnt catch what she was saying. anyways, in the end a third waitress came to take my order. baccardi coke, guiness, and kronenbourg 1664. £8.76. for all of it. that aside. drank and went...

As far as i can see, those flowers were very nice. that's why i took pictures of them. cos when i was young, i've always thought that when my rich friends came back from travelling out of malaysia. the pictures taken seemed so nice. anyways, i have my chance now to keep this in memory. hehe. to see what i see. albeit with a little bit of photography to capture the moment, here i present myself a collection of sights and flora. dunno what sort of flowers they were just took them cos they looked nice. as well as i think the last one is cherry blossoms. maybe. on another note, i've booked my ticket home. i will collect it soon. it's a good life. like John McClane would say . YIIPPEEE KAY YAY - M**F**R. right, another few more weeks. just hang in there.. hahaha last nite, dinner was pasta + corned beef, + broccoli and raw cucumber. Pride - japanese sports drama - it IS good. :P gotta go back to work. ta.

Pictures pictures pictures. busy busy busy. I sat here for 2 hours. i think pictures reminds me about things more than what i can remember. anyways, i wanted to hear the tok.. tok .. tok .. sound.. i forgot what it was called but it was broken. sigh. The walkways were small and I couldnt step on the grass.cos there was a sign and there was a park warden hanging around checking everybody. it seemed like every 10 mins ppl went closer to the pond. so they stepped on the grass. poor warden. there was only 1 measly duck in the pond. didnt take that picture cos i was lazy of taking pictures liaw. but yeah i think in malaysia we have waterfalls as well. needless to say, it's a nice garden. Note:dinner was just last of my brown rice and pork and broccoli and celery. i forgot to buy carrots. but this week is a short week. it's okays then oh yeah .. i think jack bauer is scary now. i've spent like a few days with him. and shiiit.. now i'm dreaming there's a bomb i gotta defus...

This park i went on saturday. wanted to see what was so nice about this park.As usual, i stopped at the wrong bus stop. had to walk about 45 mins to the park. (30 mins was spent in pc world high street kensington i think) This is the map of the park. it IS big. I dont really like parks and i have no ideas why i went. but i went anyways. it was cold but sunny. i bought some snacks from a nearby somerfield. brought it to the park to have a relaxing afternoon. It was only spoilt by some ppl who smoked in the park. the benches are not really that close to each other but of course la. the smoke does go everywhere. i know cos i used to do that. hahaha. it wasnt hard to find cos all i had to do was get to the nearest station which i think it was high street kensington and then i took a look at the map. and there it showed holland park. ( i think why i wanted to go was also because i watched too much eureka seveN. )to be exact, i got in the entrance opposite waitrose. or odeon if that's a ...

yesterday due to some work i've done or some stuffs i did, me and another friend got invited for a drink at jamie's on charlotte street. ( yes !! finally i KNOW where IS charlotte street. i've been stopped so many times by ppl asking where the heck is charlotte street cos i bike and i think they assume i am one of those bicycle delivery guys. ) there's a courier company really close to where i park my bike. anywyas, that aside, went there. was planning to leave after the first round. but then somehow, it was interesting listening to them talk. so i sat. then the other friend sorta wanted to buy me drinks. so okies i told him to get half a pint. ( i am a 1 pint man.) and.. sooooooo.. because i was there for about 3 hours now. and i havent had a drop of water in 3 hours. that's pretty steep. cos i usually drink about 2 X 200ml of water about every 2 hours or so. i was getting thirsty. so because there was half a pint there, i was thirsty, i drank quickly. when i'm...

Bought this in a sunday market. ( they do have lotsa sunday markets around here and they DO have lotsa cheap stuffs. not like those back in msia where they just have normal cheap stuffs imitations ) well not that i know if this is imitation or not la.. but i suppose if it's usable then i guess it's still cheaper than what i would pay for it in morrisons/boots/ or real shop ? i would have bought it back hom in msia but i'm not going back yet. so .. sigh. this one i bought for £5. in the shops u get £6.99 for 2. so go figure. anyways, today and yesterday my eye seems very painful ler.. it's like pressure against my eyeball. but it's only one eyeball ler.. must be some gremlins in there trying to squeeze my eyeball. "£%$^"$£%"$£ tonite go home will sleep earlier. hopefully then it's okay. oh my finger is okay already. so it seems. not swollen anymore. just drying up. not that it was THAT swollen. but it's okays. not much pain there as well.. mayb...

It MUST be the lack of these vitamins.. i remembered my dream again last nite. this one was a pleasant one. hmmm anyways, i stopped taking those pills here to see if there is any difference in how i feel or work since i've been taking them regularly for 2 months.. seems like no difference also.. maybe because it's cheap kua. that's besides the point.. yesterday i cycled with no windbreaker on the way home. man... it WAS cold... i wonder if it's gonna be as cold today. patience IS a virtue.. oooo i just can't wait.. come on .. it's almost time.. anyways, didnt have rice again last nite. just vege + brinjals + onions + half a can of tuna + carrots. forgot to buy bread so it's a week of water fasting. ( sounds so much better than dieting) hahhaha it's already 5th.. look at how time flies.. nothing special happening. but after reading up on dubai international airport, i'm not sure i wanna transit there anymore.. gee.. fingers crossed and hope for the be...

Bought this on sat. finished it on sun. such a glutton. i thought icecream was an appropriate way to curb my hunger for sweet stuffs. apparently it didnt do it. anyways, i'm gonna get the 5 pack snickers bar from the 99p shop soon. had soup for dinner. had a 6 oz beef burger at the house of the rising sun for lunch yesterday. (i doubled up on the 6 oz burger + £1) £5.45 + pepsi with a lemon twist. duno the price cos i didnt pay. but i gave a tenner to my colleague who paid. cos he bought me KFC on the 24 hour stint as well.the burger didnt taste as good as the ones they served at the green men. anyways, it's food nonetheless. there was a cute waitress there. he didnt want to take it and i didnt feel nice having him pay. hehe. right. something is wrong with my finger. i wonder how it managed to get the ingrown nail on the finger. anyways, i killed my finger with a dose of dettol. £1.59 from boots. hopefully it'll grow back. AND... i wondered why i dreamt of some stupid thing...

hmm i've been hungry the weekend through. i went shopping for food. i saw lotsa things i wanted to buy. but in the end i bought these. i finished the first 2 on saturday. and sunday the other 2. die die also sore throat laa. anyways, they are NOT as good as the ORIGINALS. the ones with the red packaging. the original flavour. 33% less fat ? my arse.. it has 100% less taste i bet. anyways, maybe i'm just too used to the saltiness of the original ones. and why i finished them 2 in a day. i just didnt want to see them anymore. hahha. they don't taste good. so better finish them and throw them out. okok .. that aside, i managed to get 6 huge brinjals/eggplant of 99p. i cooked 3. er.. the other 3 i have to find a way to cook them. watched lost. it gets REALLY interesting. hehe. my tyres are giving way again. i must get new tyres for the bike. cleaned my room. all in all, a nice weekend with a nice morning. oh yeah . speaking of morning.. note to self: I WILL NOT WEAR A FLEECE JA...