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brain dead.

news of recent collective redundancy about to affect me has changed my perspective on whether i want to continue staying in england.
i'm not sure yet if i will be made redundant yet. but with that note, i've put my cv up to monster, jobserve and i forgot where else.
i think last time what i did to get the job was to apply directly. because job agents cost a bomb. which reminds me i should go to reed to check.

if all else fails, i really really want to try out working/living in japan.
but alot of ppl will say it will be a waste if i just go since i still have 2 and half years to go get my PR. if they don't change the rules again that is.

so i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
i tried to apply for the jobs in japan before about 2 years back but then i withdrew my application because i was scared.

okies.
1. i want to go japan. scared i too old to go there and work later.
2. i'm currently having a new thing sorted out for me if i don't go to this new thing, then i can start apply for japan job if i get made redundant la.
3. if i don't get made redundant, i get offer from another one in london, i go.
4. if i gon't get redundant, i don't get the visa covered by the one in london,i can still stay on until something happens.
5. i'm quite bored with life in london now. why ? - because there's no change.
6. extremities thats why. i need an extreme change. gradual change at the moment does nothing for me.
7. so what will it be. 2.5 years more for something i don't think i really need if id on't intend to stay.
8. or apply now for japan trip and then if i get it, leave in 6-9 months ? is that ok ?
9. if i don't get it, stay put until something happens ?
10. besides, i'm still taking my open uni course.
11. all this hinges that i'm good enough to be selected to be working in japan.
12. i got a msian house loan i need to kaotim. apala..
13. msian car loan kao tim end this may.

bah humbugs. !!!

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