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It's Friday, God, thank you.... lol

after 3 times of near death experience.. lol i've decided to come up with a 18 month plan that will help me get rid of my debts asap. provided that i can stick with this plan for another 18 months.

1st time was 24 hours stint. that was okay i was still trying to make an impression.
2nd time was good 45 hours cos i also was trying to make an impression.
3rd time was last nite.. where i did another 24 hours..
man.. all that 3rd time i was murmuring to myself.. time to look for a new one.
but it would be a waste to stop now.. so i'll just stick to it for another 18 months.

which is timely as well.. cos i seriously am tired. lol

it's amazing how i feel after doing a 24 hour thing. especially after 24 hours awake.. have to cycle back from the office.
woot.. lol

worked it out. taking into account i use about 30%. and rest of it goes to the pot.

anyways, that's beside the point.. i finally managed to get to level 70 on WoW. and i really don't feel like doing the leveling thing all over again lol.

weekend is here. i might go out on sat.. who knows.. have to fully use up my camera.. else it'd be a waste not to use it.

and so..
it's totally embarrasing to say that my friends.. is totally non-existent in the UK.

cos i get msn msgs asking me .. oo do u go drinking with your friends in the UK / ? travel ? etc..etc..
*cowers in fear and hide.
how to answer these kind of questions without sounding like a total weirdo.
.. i mean even if i am another person asking myself these questions..
i'd feel weird replying.. er.. i don't have any friends in london
except for colleagues whom i see 5 days a week. and once in a blue moon on sats.

so what do i do during my free time..someone asks..
replies.. well.. jsut normal ..
shopping. cooking. sleeping. wowing. anime. photography.
but most of the time i spent is alone.
*woii... there's no law that says i can't be spending my time alone kan ?
but of course.. there are times when having friends do make life a little more interesting. :D
but with me.. it's like er.. okies..
it's either i'm not fitting in .. or i just am plain not trying to make friends.
well.. er.. lessee.. ppl ask me if i'm happy here.

i reply.. happy ? not too bad.. just different culture.
happy yes.. cos i get to do all the stuffs i want lol
except when traveling it's always hard to get a nice deal without paying the single supplement.

okies.. so what.. i don't have friends i call to go out with here in london.. lol.
tha's it.
done. now no more don't u go out with friends BS.
lol.
i'm a recluse in my own right. i just need to bear with it for another 18 months..

ta. :D

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OoKi said…
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OoKi said…
You'd find yourself when you're alone...
You'd observe more abt human when you're alone...
You'd have more space & freedom when you're alone...

Not many people could live peacefully with loneliness and still enjoy life...
TH said…
Aaaww. I understand how you feel. I was in that situation when I did my summer placement last year, but it did improve.

What about hitting the gym or sth? You get to keep fit, maybe can socialise and check out some girls too.

I'll be in your shoes this summer *sigh* Know anyone in Bournemouth? Lol.
ooki: lol thanks :D

twisty: lol gym costs money . sides. i cycle enough to keep fit. lol
for socializing... hum... maybe :D
we'll just have to see. dun wanna waste money for something i already do.

bournemouth ? nawp. i think one of my colleagues is from there. not sure. lol

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